Alcoholism Recovery & Treatment

I need to improve my self-esteem.

Ok, now before anyone starts preaching at me, believe me, I’ve been through enough hell the last week so I don’t need to hear it. Here’s the thing:
I was arrested last Fri. night and charged with DWI and reckless driving (wasn’t speeding but was swerving a bit). Spent the night in jail. License is temporarily suspended for 7 days until I appear in court (this Friday, the 29th). Last April I totaled my car and was charged w/ reckless driving and the cop told the judge that alcohol was involved, but not over the legal limit. I’m just wondering what I’m facing at this point. I have come to realize that I have an alcohol abuse problem (that I believe is caused in part by my problem with depression and anxiety/panic disorder) and I’ve contacted PCS today and set up an appt. to get some counseling for depression, panic/anxiety attacks and alcohol abuse. I’m not your typical alcoholic. I don’t have to drink every day or even every month, but when I do drink, I lose control and can’t stop. I don’t seem to be able to drink in moderation so I’ve decided I’m quitting drinking altogether to save my life, my marriage, and my family. Also going to give AA a try this Thursday. My question is….. what do you think the sentence will be and what should I say to the judge?